Monday, December 31, 2012

2012 Reflections



It seems like only yesterday that I was writing my reflections for 2011, but suddenly it’s December the 31st, 2012, and here I am yet again to write my reflections for another year!
I quite like the template I’ve used for the past few years, so will stick with that:
Uni-wise: alas, I have officially given up on any prospects of me ever returning to tertiary study. >< the volunteer tutor course that mother demanded I do for her was nice, but ultimately, it did not lead onto a paid job, so once I was done with the number of hours required by the course (fifty), I stopped immediately.
Sporting-wise: again, phew, the parents have abandoned the notion of gleefully forcing me to attend badminton with them; my personal contribution to the sporting arena has been thankfully limited to enthusiastically waving the Wii controller around while playing Wii Sports Resort. Oh, and did you hear about the new sponsors the Maroons and Blues have found as their sponsors for next year’s Origin matches? Queensland’s: seven UP; New South Wales will just have Coke ZERO. XD
Politically-wise: again, Julia Gillard’s still the head honcho of Australia; the main difference has been that Anna Bligh has been replaced by Can-do Campbell Newman!
Spiritually-wise: well, five years since the cruel and unfaithful god so wantonly destroyed my life with the brain tumour and stroke went by virtually unnoticed. We were in Hong Kong at that time; mother was too busy partying and catching up with all her high school and workmates to care about that day coming and passing; as for dad, I simply don’t think he had a clue. XD God has shown me that my life is simply worth piss to him; however, it’s MY life, and it’s VERY important to me! This year, I stumbled on two quotes that I think relate to me personally: “Our thoughts are free” and “My soul is not for you to possess”. I guess that’s just my own way of telling God that while he can totally destroy my life, restrict my mobility and everything else, my thoughts are still mine, as is my soul. I’m probably not making too much sense here, so go read the next line. XD
Work-wise: alas, because of some government funding cuts, the (useless XD) disability employment agency assigned to find me paid work simply just let me go! Thankfully, a brother from church has been offering me some paid editing work (his English is already quite good, but having not grown up in Australia like me, there are small areas where his English falls through and that’s where I come in!) meaning I at least have a very small income with which I can buy the parents birthday, anniversary and Christmas presents with. However, I will again state that I am looking for steady, paid part-time work; I’m ready to do ANYTHING (even wash toilets XD) provided I can do so sitting down.
Everything-else wise: alas, physio still consumes a ridiculous portion of my life; this year, I did 128 sessions of that, which lasted more than 100.5 hours! >< Vincent the physio probably enjoys my entire disability pension. XD
Oh, and mustn’t forget my new year’s resolutions! Like last year, the aim will be to always continue to improve the mobility of my affected left hand side and to fall as little as possible this year. Amazingly, I only crashed to the ground four times this year! Let’s aim for no more than five falls this year, then~
Alrighteo, wishing everyone a safe and prosperous 2013! See you next year!
Cheers,
Em. ^^

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