2019 Reflections

Whoops I’ve been totally unorganised this year; only late last night (shortly after 9:30pm) did I finish penning my special blog post on how I spent my Christmas Eve, Christmas Day and Boxing Day and today I’ve already had to start penning my 2019 reflections because 2020 arrives tomorrow! XD So, how’s this year been for me?

Physically-wise: despite what mother assumes, it’s actually rather tough living life in a disabled body that doesn’t respond the way you want/expect it to. It’s frustrating, to say the least. But what can I do? Years back, when FX still happened, I remember sitting beside some girl who told me that I seemed very accepting of what had befallen me. rather bitterly, I had responded well what else can I do? Get up, tell God I didn’t like how He’d treated me and then walk away? Doubtful; I’d probably just land flat on my arse and then need help getting back up, because I’m still so pathetic that were I to fall I simply wouldn’t have the capability to get myself back upright without assistance. Doesn’t change thefact that next year I promise to keep working on improving my mobility.

Work-wise: frustratingly, the disability employment service I was with started me on some cert four study that cost forty bucks; I did several units but then she randomly quither job and moved elsewhere without passing my case on! >< may I just complete the study myself then find another disability employment serice to help me find proper, paid, seated work??

Spiritually-wise: can’t practise apostasy f I wanna be with my most beloved maternal grandma one day in heaven. Can’t jolly well convert to say Islam and not expect to spend eternity burning in hellfire. You know that verse in the Bible that says we love because God first loved us? Well, I hateonly because He first hated me. seriously, I never hated anyone until I experienced firsthand that hatred from God. *sigh* But yet I’m stuck with Him … praying for the grace to know how to keep persevering despite His best/worst intentions to get me out.

Sporting-wise: grr, the team that wins the Origin has a 2/3 chance of winning the series, and since the mighty Maroons had won the first match this year I was hopeful they’d regain the shield! We almost did, too; if they’d only held out for ONE MORE PLAY the series was ours for the retaking! But no, we fell in the final play … what really annoys me is that Queensland won for EIGHT CONSECUTIVE YEARS and we were ALWAYS HUMBLE; NSW have only won TWICE but they are already going on about themselves like they’rethe next best thing since sliced bread! >< XD Oh, and I’m looking muchly forward to the Olympics held in Japan nextyear; I’mlooking forward muchly to watching all the equestrian events!

Everything-else wise: next year, there’s MINIONS2 coming out!! *explodes with excitement* That will prolly be the end of the franchise considering there’s alreadybeen three Despicable Me movies but hey, all good things must come to an end~

Apologies I’ve not had time to proofread this; sorry for any mistakes but it’s nearly 11:45pm and I’ve gotta watch the fireworks soon! Perhaps I’ll edit this post next year/next decade. XD

Until then!

Chees,

Em. ^^