Wednesday, June 19, 2013

Light



About twenty-odd years ago, like many young children, I was afraid of the dark. My parents’ solution to this was to buy me a nightlight in the shape of a teddy bear that gave a small glow and faintly illuminated my room, thus protecting me from any terrors that lurked in the night. Actually, I wasn’t scared about monsters hiding underneath my bed or anything like that (probably because my bed was very low and there wasn’t any space for a fat evil monster to squish himself inside the space between my bed and the carpeted floor), I was more afraid of whatever terrible monster that skulked behind my bedroom door. Creaking doors swinging open and closed totally freaked me out! Therefore, I always had my door opened wide and secured into place. This proved a problem come winter; see, to have a bedroom heater turned on and warming your room meant closing your door at night. Therefore, I avoided heaters and instead buried myself under layers and layers of blankets. Unfortunately, however, I have always been a messy sleeper and would often wake up in the middle of the night, my blankets kicked off the bed and me a freezing person! Nothing to be done about that but retrieve my blankets, take a quick glance at my teddy bear night light to reassure myself that all possible scary monsters were being held away and return to sleep.
As I grew older, the concept of light vs. dark intrigued me, and I would just like to share with everyone one of my favourite quotes regarding this subject from the book star wars: Revenge of the Sith. The book is written by a man called Matthew Stover, and my favourite quote comes from pg. 406, when Obi-Wan Kenobi tells Anakin Skywalker: “You were the chosen one! It was said you would destroy the Sith, not join them. It was said you were the one who would bring balance to the force, not leave it in darkness. You were my brother, Anakin. I loved you, but I could not save you.” I find this particular quote poignant regarding the topic of light because it illustrates the stark difference to be found between the concepts of light and dark.
I’ve just realised: with the topic ‘light’, could I have interpreted the light as the light vs. heavy light? Anyways, never mind, because I’ve just reached the four-hundred word limit. Bye!
W/C: 409     
P.S. The floor is open to general comments after you've finished sharing your written piece, and today, Pat (I think she's the one who drives Carol and her seeing-eye dog to Garden City Creative Writers) said she like my descriptions/my use of adjectives. When I mentioned this to mother, she ordered that I post it up onto this blog for her. Dunno why, but here it is. Hope you enjoyed it! :o)                                                                                                                      

Wednesday, June 5, 2013

The Biography of Bear Bear


Once upon a time (because don’t all good stories have to begin that way?) there was a twerpy little kid named Emily, who was in grade two at her local state primary school. After returning home at the end of the year with an outstanding report card, Emily’s mum congratulates her and promises, “The next time we all go out to the Hyperdome for the late night shopping, I’ll buy you a reward.”
   So the following Thursday night, Emily and her parents hit the Hyperdome for the late night shopping. Emily ducks into Mr. Toy’s Toyworld, where she spots and immediately falls in love with a plain brown teddy bear. She has her heart set on this plain-looking teddy bear until she peers at his price tag. Wow, this plain brown teddy bear costs a whole FIFTY bucks! Impossible, she thinks, no way. Mum and dad will never buy me anything this expensive. However, the next shock is when her parents DO buy her this teddy bear! Hugging him tightly on the drive back home, Emily promises the bear that she’ll take the bestest care of him ever.
   However, remembering that Emily is only almost seven years old and has not yet acquired a very extensive vocabulary, she gives this teddy a very boring name: Bear Bear. But not to worry, because she gives him a much better Cantonese name, which when translated into English, means ‘beloved bear’.
   So Emily begins grade three at school. Bear Bear is her faithful companion every night, although he tends to be a bit of a messy sleeper because many mornings when Emily wakes up, he’s lying on the floor! When Emily expresses her concern that he might catch a cold during the winter months if he’s not lying in bed with her, snug and warm under the blankets, Bear Bear reassures her, “Don’t worry. I can’t help being a messy sleeper! Often, when you roll in your sleep, I roll too, and plop! That’s when I often hit the floor! But don’t worry about me, because I’m covered in fur and am well insulated from the cold.”
   Sometime during grade three, Emily returns home from school one afternoon and is told by her mother, “Oh, by the way, Em, I washed your Bear Bear for you today because he was getting smelly.”    Little Emily almost has a heart attack. “Oh no, mum! You didn’t stick him into the washing machine, did you? You would’ve murdered him!” Emily’s mother just laughs, before scoffing, “Of course not, silly. Remember, I’m a registered nurse, right? Don’t worry, your precious Bear Bear got first class treatment: I hand washed him.” Oh, phew.
   So life continues in the Chan household. While Emily does acquire many more teddy bears over the years, all of which whom are named and loved, Bear Bear holds a special place in her heart. Indeed, he even gets to go on overseas plane trips with Emily and her family back to Hong Kong to visit their relatives!
   However, disaster strikes at the beginning of 2007, just before Emily commences her third year at university, studying a dual arts/law degree.              
   Collapsing suddenly one day, she is rushed to hospital and diagnosed with a brain tumour. Sent back home one week to wait for the operation, on that fateful morning, Emily goes upstairs to her bedroom, bringing Bear Bear along with her and lies briefly on her bed, saying that she must do this once more just in case something goes terribly wrong during the operation. Bear Bear insists on going to the hospital with her, saying that he would try his best to protect her while she was in the hospital.
   The first operation is given, the extraction of the brain tumour. Tests are performed, which reveal the brain tumour to be a benign one, meaning that luckily, Emily will not require any chemotherapy.
   The second operation is for the insertion of a drain into Emily’s abdomen that will drain all the excess brain fluids. However, the drain isn’t permanent, must be replaced and that’s when disaster strikes. The surgeon, when replacing the drain, accidentally grazes the tumour site with the drain and causes massive bleeding, which gives poor Emily a stroke. Emily is moved into the I.C.U for a period of time, and poor Bear Bear gets frantically worried, because he can’t stay with her to protect her. It takes another three operations before the problem is finally rectified, but Bear Bear is extremely distressed to hear a doctor tell Emily’s mother that “Emily will never be able to walk again. At the very most, she will only transfer from her wheelchair to the car, then the car back to her wheelchair.”
   Emily gets released into the Brain Injuries Rehab Unit, where she spends the next year there rehabilitating after her brain injury. For what’s left of 2007, Emily gets around in her wheelchair with Bear Bear lying in her lap, and she tells everyone that this bear is her best friend. However, when 2008 rolls along and Emily’s still stuck in the insane asylum (her pet name for the Princess Alexandra hospital) things change. “Nope, I’ve been stuck in this crazy place for too long.” She decides. “This bear isn’t just my best fried, he’s now my BOYFRIEND. And we’re very loyal to one another.”
   A crazy one year, three months and twenty days after first collapsing with the brain tumour, Emily is finally released from the insane asylum, and she and Bear Bear are free to return home!
   Life isn’t easy for Emily back home. She has to endure gruelling physio four times each week, plus whatever other exercises her mother dreams up for her. However, she continues to grit her teeth and persevere, telling herself that come the end of another long day, she can collapse into her bed and be comforted by her beloved Bear Bear, who’s now getting quite along in his years! Indeed, when a friend of Emily’s mum comes to visit them in Brisbane during 2010, she gives some plastic surgery (i.e. sewing work) to Bear Bear’s arm, saying, “He’s starting to get a little frayed.”
   Emily’s mum starts telling Emily that she must retire Bear Bear soon, but Emily keeps putting it off and putting it off, until Emily’s mum finally hands her an ultimatum. “Em, if you let Bear Bear go into a happy retirement now, he can live in the top shelf of our beautiful display cabinet, but if you keep putting his retirement off and he starts falling to pieces, I’ll have no choice but to throw him out, because it’s not sanitary to keep broken things in our home. You might get sick.” Eep, Emily doesn’t want Bear Bear to get thrown out, ever! So she negotiates with her mother that Bear Bear will get retired on the 21st of March, one day after Emily’s next birthday.
   With his retirement imminent, Emily asks Bear Bear, “Is there anything you would like me to give you before mother forces you into retirement?” Bear Bear ponders this question for awhile, before answering, “Yes, there is, actually. Firstly, can you please help me open a Facebook account? Even though I’ll only need three friends: you, dearest dad and mother.”
   “Definitely, I’ll do that for you right away!” promises Emily. “Anything else?’ “Just one more thing,” says Bear Bear. “Can we please go upstairs to sleep in your old room just one more time like we always did before you got sick? Because I have such awesome memories of us together in your upstairs room.”
   So that’s how things roll. On the 19th of March, Emily and Bear Bear go upstairs and sleep happily together in Emily’s old bed one last time, just like they always used to before Emily’s brain injury, then on the night of her birthday, the 20th of March, Emily and Bear Bear spend one last precious night sleeping together in her downstairs bedroom.
   Come the morning of the 21st of March, when Emily’s dad goes to work, Emily sits up in bed to kiss him goodbye and wish him a good day at work. Emily helps Bear Bear sit up too, and explains to her dad that Bear Bear is being retired this morning so he wants to give dad a goodbye hug. Dad laughs and gives Bear Bear a massive hug, “Don’t worry,” he reassures her, “Bear Bear may be getting retired, but that doesn’t mean he can’t come out of his fancy retirement cabinet occasionally to spend important events with us, like the State of Origin!” Emily gets filled with hope. “Are you sure?” she excitedly asks her dad. When Emily’s mother comes downstairs to help Emily get ready for the day, she affirms what dad has said. “Yes, Bear Bear will be allowed to spend important occasions with us. Only afterwards, he must go straight back into his retirement cabinet, because he’s a very old bear.” Well, fair enough, Bear Bear is turning twenty at the end of this year! That’s very old for a teddy bear!
   Anyways, so ends the story of Emily and her most precious friend, Bear Bear. After he gets one more bath, he will be retired and hopefully, live happily ever after.
The end.
P.S. This little piece actually won me the runners-up prize at the Garden City Creative Writers group! I won this special edition silver kookaburra one dollar coin! A member of the Garden City Creative Writers told me that she’d had the coin valued, and that it was worth about thirty bucks. I said, “cool, I’ll wait until it’s worth fifty bucks, then I’ll sell it and use the money to shout my parents out to a fancy dinner somewhere.” XD Only, the parents don’t agree! XD
P.P.S. Jasmine Giddy, I posted this up for you! XD
P.P.P.S. Next post here ... well, considering how the poor Maroons lost to the smelly Blues last night, I'm hardly going to be writing an Origin wrap-up ... oh! Maybe I'll go see Despicable Me2 soon and write a review of that! ;D